The time when Luv not come..

Day by the day goes by..
The sun always come and night go far..
monoton..
Lonely in the crowded.. Thats describe my self now on..

Luv..
i luv my self than everything in the world
i luv my family en my sista more than other people
coz just they are i have in this planet

i bore bout other people
always talk it to me..
why.. are u think that i.. a strangeman..
i just a man.. have feeling like all of u

i've standard..
exactly..
that's why.. i've told u 'bout that
i am a perfect.. of corze..

but i also.. thats make me so difficult
for my feeling to step.. i sad..
sometimes i cry like river in my heart
only me now that.

sometimes i am jealous
to see other people.. hmm.. very rom..
but.. i thanx for God.. U still not give to me
i must finish my carier..
that's the answer..

don't debate me..
pliss....

iwan juga manusia..
punya hati, rasa, cinta........

The Great Day.. 21 July '06


I've presented my paper to 'M'.. Out of my mind.. I know that He really enjoy all of my presentation.. How happy I'am.. thanx God.. You've hear my praying..

I know.. This is my obsession.. my presentation b'for.. it happen on earthquake.. that's make me not so ready to do.. but now the time..

He said.. I want to be your consultant or caretaker if U be a candidat of Governor in your region.. haha.. there are so many people say like that to me..
I just want to ask everybody.. If.. all of U look at me.. whats en where your mind go far.. 'can U tell me..'

in the noon, i read kompas.. samuel mulia.. sunday edition.. He said.. All of us needs en it will give us confident.. i think that's true.. en come to me today.. the situation b'for.. I'm really down.. en lost my soul.. haha..

after that.. i get my topic for thesis.. en dosen of course.. Mudrajad.. Tony Prastyanto en Catur.. All of U Great for me..

My Imagines Always Come True..

Today, 01 July
3 days later, 4th July, Independence Day of US.
En Launching ‘Superman Return’

Usually, if I got boring, have no idea, i can go en go, go again. I go to Gramedia Ambarukmo en Centro to buy a ring that i very-very want.

B'fore 3mester 3 have coming, i have think, what happen if I meet 'M' how lucky I'am, en think meet people that someday will be a greatpeople in this country. That's surprised me, My Imagine comes, very happy I'am of course. Then I'll try to think.. what's my program next, I'll be an active n agressif man. That people have know me, my region.. again.. and we discuss about my pap but just a minute but very meaningfull for me. Again..

That's great.. I meet that poeple.. nervezz.. Of corz la.. Everytime I get my imagine go ugly.. ohh no....

And I not forget why Gusti Allah always hear what I want en what I wanna be.. en my next Obssession is be.. but I worry bout my ability, i can't what that people want..

My Imagine always nearly comes true..

In fact.. I really happy today..Haahhhh...

Hiii My Superhero... pliss catch en bring my imagine for comes true..